Sun and Moon Golden Morning

 　　I want to write something, but I don't know where to begin because I don't know what to write. Lately, I've been feeling restless and anxious! So many mixed feelings, my temper flares up unpredictably, beyond my control. A single unpleasant word, an annoying gesture, even a disliked look can set me off!

　　Today is a special day, special because only I know it's the day of the Awakening of Insects. Aside from the fact that it's the day of the Spring Equinox, the epidemic that swept across China at the beginning of the year has been going on for almost two months now! Working on the front lines every day, I've forgotten what day of the week it is. This morning, when my family told me, I suddenly realized that 29 years have passed…

　　Looking back on everything I've been through, like most people, "Study hard and make progress every day" has accompanied me for 12 years. I've also dedicated my passion to the beautiful land of my motherland, and I've had a passionate love affair!

　　But it all seems to have been fleeting, like the changing of the sun and moon, the cycle of life and death! Now I've finally left behind my wandering life and carved out a small space that's still somewhat my own. In this small space, there's her, me, and the world...

　　The pandemic is ruthless, but people are compassionate. Although it can't calm my restless heart, at least I can make each day a little more fulfilling... Perhaps in the quiet of the night, closing my eyes, listening to an old song, rereading an old diary entry, looking at a cherished photograph, can extinguish that damned, inexplicable fire!

　　But time is the fairest thing; it doesn't stop for anyone.

　　At this moment, all I want to say is: For the rest of my life, may the sun and moon shine brightly...

　　I'm not good at this stuff; I'm just writing whatever comes to mind! There's no particular order; I'm just writing whatever comes to mind when I'm bored! Any ideas or conclusions expressed here represent only my own perspective